From: trouble!@yabbs
To: all@yabbs
Subject: "one of the guys"
Date: Mon Aug  8 16:24:48 1994

                                            7/28/94

Sometimes I wish guys would see me
As more than "just a friend"
To quote a friend,
"I'm missing something in my life .... stability"
So many days, when I'm "one of the guys", I would rather much be "one of 
the girls"  (if there is such a thing)
I can't help it if I make friends with guys easier than with girls
(It's just the way I am)
I'm not leggy, blonde, or thin
I'm a little overweight, have brown curly hair, and am slightly leggy
And i don't think that it can be changed that easily
I like to have friends that are guys, but there are so many days when
I wish I was more than friends
(okay, I might sound a little desperate, but I'm really not)
I guess I'm scared I will wind up being single the rest of my life.
It isn't something I will look forward to if it happens.


Sorry folks, it's just the way I felt, and still feel a little bit. Maybe 
I'm just a bit down, i don't know


trouble!