From: batt@yabbs
To: all@yabbs
Subject: 'lately'
Date: Sun Aug  7 01:20:18 1994

please accept my appologies to what i am about to inflict...wrote this
down while i was online over the past half hour and thought i'd put it
up before i had a chance to destroy it.  and to sienna - don't be sorry...
if it hadn't affected me,  i wouldn't have commented...

        -lately-
havent slept for three good days
havent eaten in twice as long
never deal with logical thinking
i look for meanings in instrumental songs
cant taste what little food gets to me
cant dream in the worlds i know
been like this for most my life now
look around for my nil chance of hope
if you could see my own reflection
would you laugh or would you scream
i want to tell you how i know me
you start to cry in my black-grey dreams
tell me you accept that i hurt
let me deal with my old sin
i wanna bleed and feel my curses
    so what if im dying
    i think ill finally win
1994 batt...