From: Badger01@yabbs
To: maedhros@yabbs
Subject: re: None of you get it
Date: Thu Jun 16 15:05:37 1994

>Ps. If the worlds soomed and all our actions are for not, then why don't
>we just get some fucking razorblades and vacate this ball?

I don't know. Some trapped animal, probably the reptile brain that all 
humans
still have down in their cerebrum, stops me. It is afraid to doe.
I just can't seem to get past my fear of death.
I try to, but I can't. Last night I was in a terror because I was feeling 
faint after eating a bag of potato chips and I was afraid they were 
killing me, so I tried to keep from going to sleep. I am afraid to die, 
and see no point to living.

My fellow human beings are bestial, naked, and squatting in the desert 
eating their own hearts and liking them because they are bitter, and 
because they are their hearts, and I don't know what to do anymore.

BADGER01
All apologies to Stephen Crane for the paraphrase