From: Badger01@yabbs
To: all@yabbs
Subject: ROSSI KILLS
Date: Tue Jul 26 10:22:14 1994

I have Killed
Here it is expected
The plasterboard shakes as the spatter hits it
brown on the blue
Wet hot always on my skin
I am not sorry
I have expunged many things
Buzzing bastardbugs that swarmfly of all types
but everyone does that
The tiny gracile neck of the feathered friend in my hands
crunches like celery as I twist his head off
black dropps his head in the bucket
Leading the dull eyes
of the brownwhite "Missy", foure hooves her crime
small horns proud on her head
into this cement room the old stains greygreen everywhere
The drain buzzing with bugs 
the showerheads still here rustedcrusted over
Her eyes are deeper than mine
The silver plated Colt
.45acp kicks twice as I pull the trigger and the shots
punch though the front of her skull
showers the room in flakes of bone and horn
I swiftpierce the legs with the deadfall and hoist her
I used to ride her up the backhills
up over the drain as she drowns the flies
dirtyblack blood on the floor the walls my legs hands face
on my hearts
The wheels of her eyes dead
I own death
so much I carry it like a cloud when I eat
I know where the food comes from
and my last death is the biggest
The endless failures and the olive green bag of failure
teh never living to my potential
the misstep aand mistakes I lefy strewn behind me
That killed my mother

Badger01