From: SAAVIK              
To: CHARLES DITTELL     
Subject: breaking habits
Date & Time: 05/05/91 11:54:04
Message Number 16540

Last week,  when I had my surgery, I went without smoking for 3 days. 
I said, Hmmmmm,  this isn't so bad.... so I tried it at work... I made 
it another day... but it was hell... so I bought three packs and smoked
them all within 2 days. Then I took Friday off and didn't smoke all day 
Friday or Saturday...I bought a pack Saturday Nite... and smoked the 
whole thing.... And today is Sunday and I haven't had a smoke today.. 
 
I dunno... I'm beginning to think this is not a nicotene addiction for 
me.... i think it's all in my mind... how else could I go without so 
easily in situations like home but not work.