From: SAAVIK              
To: SCOTT STEEL         
Subject: Another questio
Date & Time: 05/03/91 16:33:09
Message Number 16443

SS>You told me you wouldn't be able to live with yourself. What would 
   you do. 
 
I wouldn't put myself in that position in the first place. No matter HOW
attracted I am to another man, I simply will not allow my hormones to 
rule my mind..... I won't even entertain the thought (er, well, maybe 
I'll entertain it a little), but I will NOT be unfaithful. My husband 
trusts me a great deal, and even if things are not so hot between us... 
for instance, right now, he's like in one of this "Sheilds raised" modes
which pisses me off and makes me feel sooooo lonely, but I refuse to 
betray him.