> Actually, he already knows that my birthmother was found
 > and that she chose
 > not to return any of the calls. I'm engaged to be married...my
 > father knows
 > this as well. I'm still waiting for him to call. It will
 > be 3 weeks this
 > comming Wednesday (Nov 27) since I mailed the letter to
 > the lady at c.A.S.
 > I really hope he calls soon. I'm having a hard time concentrating
 > these days
 > and I'd like to get the initial meeting over with so I can
 > get back to my life.
        I wish these people would respond faster one way or another. 
Oh well. I haven't heard anything either. I know about the hard time 
concentrating. Sometimes I just want to sit down and cry. We have already 
missed 49+ years together. I would at least like to have some time with him. 
I'm trying real hard not to write to anyone else in the family since he may 
not want them to know about me. I just don't know what to do.
 
 
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