SC>         Nothing yet. :-( Part of me wants to drop the whole
 SC> thing, then there is a bigger part that wants to meet my
 SC> birthfather and the rest of the family.
 SC> 
 SC>         I do wish you luck with your father. Just let him know
 SC> that you don't hold any animosity toward him and want to get to
 SC> know him. Tell him what you have done with your life. I don't
 SC> know if you have a family of your own, but if you do, tell him
 SC> about them. One thing I wouldn't do is put your birthmother down
 SC> for not meeting with you, but I would tell him you tried. If I
 SC> think of anything else I'll let you know.
Actually, he already knows that my birthmother was found and that she chose 
not to return any of the calls. I'm engaged to be married...my father knows 
this as well. I'm still waiting for him to call. It will be 3 weeks this 
comming Wednesday (Nov 27) since I mailed the letter to the lady at c.A.S.
I really hope he calls soon. I'm having a hard time concentrating these days 
and I'd like to get the initial meeting over with so I can get back to my 
life.
Talk to you soom.
                Derek Henderson
                The Pentium Zone SYSOP
                (705) 748-3352
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