SC> I have written 3 letters to my birthfather, and no, I
SC> didn't send any of them yet. I know I may not have much time
SC> considering he is in his 70's, but I just can't get the courage
SC> to send them.
You remind me of the kid that wanted his tooth pulled. After all the todo and
fear and tears, he ate a peach and it plopped out easy as could be. The first
thought he had was, "Gee, wasn't so bad after all"! The next day at school, 
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showed everyone how the good tooth fairy had repaid him with a quarter! He 
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so estatic and talked like the bravest kid in the class....
Bravery...the act of doing what one has to do that others see as a great 
thing.
Definition by Julie        Good Luck,...hey, did you ever learn how to ride a
bicycle? rollerskate? Drive a car? Bake a cake or cook a meal? Fear... to
overcome, one must face it and do the feat that one fears. Usually they're 
just
shadows in the dark and then ya feel like such a doodoo for putting new 
hings
off for so long...Nature has a way of taking care of many things, so does 
e.
I'll bet your Dad is a lot more mature at 70 than when you were concieved...
and if it isn't him? Well, ya better find out before *your* time runs out!
Julie
P.S. When push comes to shove, I'll push, just bend over here a little 
ser!
... Walk with the angels, let them light your way. Peace & Love to you.
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