-> continued if you feel that they are helping you. I have personally
-> been through such experiences in my personal investigations of the
-> occult and all I can say is that one treads on possibly dangerous
-> ground. By "dangerous ground" I mean that one could be swept up with
-> the experience and allow it to get out-of-hand in certain ways. If
-> you don't allow it to affect you, then you can remain in control of
-> it, and that is the important thing. The same thing goes for UFO
-> research and investigation. One must try to keep an open and honest
-> mind about the entire matter. Otherwise one could become
-> unfortunately ensnarled in many dissallusions. The "incubus assaults"
-> are only possible if a "portal" is left open. If this "portal" is
-> made available then it allows the spirit to enter into your plane of
-> existence.Just form the image in your mind that all the possible
-> portals are now closed and locked, and that should do it. Then you
-> can get on with some serious research and investigation into UFO
-> matters!:-)
.
   I understand what your saying,this only happenened during my late
teens and at a point that i now remember when i read a very detailed
Aliestar Crowley book,with magical drawings,etc,also the
Necronomicon,Satanic Bible but i read these only as curio's so could the
"portal" have been opened by them?
      I remember always having enough willpower to completely repel the
spirit and even at the begening of the assault when i had the mental
choice to recieve a message or not.I knew if i heard its voice that was
the end so all three times this happenned i managed to resist.
  I know some disilliousinment came from this though mabey as i seem to
feel trapped in this world and feel my true home is an "alternate earth"
or an "mirror earth" that is very simular to this Earth but very
magical,pagan and is completely alternate and surreal.
--- QScan/PCB v1.19b / 01-0530
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