>Well, they are exercising power over you, which can be fun.  I sometimes
>feel like it would be enjoyable to knock one of them down, drag her under a
>parked truck and sodomize her.  Not out of anger or anything, but just
>because it's sometimes physically possible.  Like how you can grap a cat's
>front paws and make it walk around on its hind legs.  Imagine if that sort
>of thing (the rape thing, I mean, not the pet ownership thing) was actually
>legal, the way cruel verbal assaults are.  A person can get carried away
>with a power trip when they can get away with it.  Or they may be callous.
>I imagine some women have had to learn to get extremely bitchy in order to
>get rid of really aggressive guys, so when they get unwanted attention from
>a less aggressive guy, they forget to crank down their defenses to a normal
>level, and end up using overkill.
>


See. That's what I cannot understand.

After all the crap. All the pain and devistation my broken
relationships have been to me. After all the lonely nights, weeks and
years I still cannot muster up the anger and rage to think that would
be in the least bit satisfying. If anything it repulses me!

See, I want to be WANTED. Not just tolerated for what ever reason! To
be quite truthful, the thought (and act) of sex without some sort of
emotion involved is as appealing to me as is Gay sex or lawn
maintenance!  It just isn't there for me.

If rape weren't illegal then it wouldn't be rape would it?




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