Add *me* to the list of Americans imprisoned and tortured for
my outspokeness against the current administration.

May 6th - July 5th in isolation and lockdown at Pinellas County jail
after having been dragged out of my kitchen while attempting to make
coffee.
No Miranda, no hearing and no phone access.

Denied sleep for some 48+ days with 2 overhead 4 foot cool white
flourescents on 24/7.
Isolation and lockdown for the entire duration.
Denied a shower or toothbrush for 34 days.
Gaslighted doesn't begin to convey some of what was done to me.
Showers more or less regular the last 12 days around the same time 
the overhead lighing was dimmed at night.

Denied a hearing for 60 days until released.
Lost my apartment in the interrum, my 4 computers, books, deposits,
everything.

I'm about to arrange to have myself permanently institutionalised.
There is nothing at all left to me.
723 a month disability makes it impossible to regain what I had what
with no way to save deposits.

The hotel is 580/month and my SSDI check is 723.
The apartment I lost in my disappearance was 435 a month and thus
managable.

I doubt as a disabled cripple having suffered a stroke last year 
that I posed any sort of national security threat.

I've since learned my treatment involved psychological torture 
as outlined by Mitchell - Jessen two psychologists that came up with the
protocols I was subjected to.

The lights were extinguished at night the last week or 12 days of my 60 day
illegal detention 

I do not expect this post to be believed nor do I anticipate posting again.
I've started to post from the library to you some 5 times but never quite
managed to pony up the courage to send.
I know what has been made of my statements before.

The trauma I underwent over those 60 days I cannnot really describe but I
have lost all hope.

I can't hope to regain what I lost, hundreds of dollars in computer books,
computers nor the neat and clean living arrangments I had at my apartment.
It was all tossed out when I was disappeared those 60 days after I remained
unseen and my  rent went unpaid in June.

Currently living at a transient hotel and starving with a hundred a month
to eat with no cooking facilities.
I've been living on rice ( community microwave) and peanut butter
sandwiches.

Some will be so pleased when I'm institutionalised at 10 times the cost of
my SSDI, Cassell's Matzdobre site for one which interestingly enough
carries my booking photo from May 6 2007.
Yeah, I look wild, kinda like Marty Feldman, all I can say is I was
outraged being dragged from my kitchen in the early morning hours
while attempting to make coffee.

I've not yet decided on how I shall proceed to be locked away but it will
likely involve either commiting a crime against property to be locked in 
a psychiatric facility or prison.

I admit this in advance as due to my spinal injury I'm already essentially
confined to that roach infested room why no be locked away at state expense
and have my meals delivered to me as I'll certainly be fed better even in
prison.

BTW I note gold was 774 dollars an ounce yesterday, well up as I predicted
years ago in this administration and a sign of a depressed economy.

The library sits one block from the hotel thus I can make that short trip. 

I expect RC to have a field day with this but I really can't say
I care anymore.
I'm about to behave in ways totally uncharacteristic to my history
and expect the truth about me to remain hidden or obfuscated with lies.

I suggest all become more politically correct as you wouldn't want to
venture where I was between May 6 - July 5th
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