-> ... Shouting his faith at the world trying to convince himself.--
Yes! Ans succeeding!

I have long thought (And that involves about 70 years) that most preachers
preach and become neat-o Christians because they are engulfed with the idea
that 'being of this faith brings you wealth and happiness because I am rich
beyond most peoples dreams!' New suits at every performance...cheap and
easy sermon material from everywhere...Oh I wanted to be a preacher! And I
determined to be one as soon as I found a faith I could completely honestly
accept and believe in. Though I found good, charm, and wisdom in them
all...
So.....I started my own. Very satisfying. Highly recommended,
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