Check out what Bill Koppelmann wrote on 06 Jun 96 09:34:00:
BK> Hi Gang,
BK> It's been a while since I've posted here, and so I figured that it
BK> was time to do so again.
BK> I'm a blind food and sex addict, and I am in the midst of doing my
BK> 2nd 4th step inventory, and am doing it on the computer. My
BK> therapist suggested that I do it in the accepted big book tradition,
BK> so that's what I'm doing. I just thought that if any of you have
BK> any experience with this that you feel safe in giving, I'd really
BK> appreciate it.
Experience on which?
Doing the inventory or doing it on computer?
I did my inventory on computer. I started doing it on paper...in the big
book way. But, I put it aside (procrastination) and it disappeared. Paper
usually does that around here.
So, at the prompting of a friend, now my sponsor.....I did it by computer.
The format didn't follow the big book....it went to free form points, and I'd
jump about as things came to mind.
I shared bits of my inventory electronically.....some of it before doing
step 5, some of it after. But, I did do a step 5 with another human
being.....boy was that a great feeling....at least for a short while, because
I stopped progressing and things got crazy again.
I have it encrypted somewhere on my harddrive(s)......but my mind doesn't let
me forget if I should try. I had an inventory dream a couple weeks ago.
I dreamed that I was getting an evaulation by Email....which turned into my
inventory (from a different prespective)....what a scary dream that was.
There were some things that I was in a perpertual put it off to next month or
so....well I decided that moring during my prayer and meditation that the
answer was to do those things today.
While things haven't gotten significantly better, at least I have done those
things.....
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