Andrew D. - The wind whispered your name to me...
 AD> Dear All,
 [....]
 AD> When I was a card carrying atheist, I could dismantle religions and
 AD> the silly ways of the believers - I have an IQ of at least 164 and when
 AD> I turned my synapses to being the 'cleverest atheist' in the bar or in
 AD> the discussion group I was the best - and my life got worse and worse
 AD> in the only place where I actually live ... in my heart. Externally
 AD> things were good for a while, but eventually the truth came out and the
 AD> big hole of meaninglessness eventually 'came out' through the 'in vino
 AD> veritas' of my binge drinking. 
 AD> I am now become an 'X' drinker and the external has changed with my
 AD> sharing about the 'X' to ETERNAL, one day at a time according to my
 AD> understanding.
 AD> May God help you as God helps me as God responded to my heartfelt
 AD> plea. 
 Hi Andrew and welcome to the Recovery Echo...hope to hear from you once
 in awhile and perhapse you can share more with us here..we all need all
 the help we can get...
 Light, Love and Laughter
 Marie - Starwitch
 Moderator of Recovery Echo
... Is beag an domhain e   [It's a small world]
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