Congratulations Dear Matrika, your last letter was without a dougth the 
longest I have ever recieved.  :-)  Don't get me wrong, I don't mind 
receiving long letter.  Expecially from this Echo. It helps me too you know! 
You were saying that some so called expert from A.A. _BoSo_ told your friend 
to stop taking her meds, and that your friend is now all screwed up!..
Well hell yea, the first thing you learn about being schizophenic is not to 
trust anyone "."  Whether or not it's the illness or past experiences, it's 
the first felling that takes your mind. :-(
As you were saying, schizophrinia is like being in another state of 
reality.The pain and the lonleness one fells is with out dought very very 
real!The illness of course is just that, an illness.  one that takes the 
livesof one out of a hundret in North America.  Of course I mean takes 
everythingout of there lives!  Unfortunitly the so called A.A. expert _BoSo_ 
fond a wayinto you frinds mind. The rest is history! (Damn)!!!
He who teaches will be judged strictly.
For he says in his heart;  " I " know the way "                               
          
Fortunetly I'm not taking meds or in need of taking them.  My fight with 
schizophinia has been won.  Yes schizophrinia has punch a hole in my life.
One that I can never forget...  I'm greatfull to have learned what I have, 
and I am sure as hell not going to give thanks to anyone for pulling me 
througth this one.  Anyone but God's own Christ who sufferd right along side 
me.
All others were but noisy helpers. It was in God that I fond reality and the 
fight for it.  
Today the fight gos on, but of course it's nothing like it was.
I'm very greatfull to have the opportunity of shearing and recieving with 
ou.
I find your letters very helpfull and meaningfull.
Take Care Dear Matrika :-)
GazOo
 
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