Dear Matrika
I have to say that you scared the heck out of me with your last letter.  
I mean, the part were you discribe being sober for so long and then falling 
and asking yourself... " How did I get down here". Umm,...  With that, You've 
made it clear.  ( visite A.A. )
 Sorry to hear about your friend...  
When I was 20 years old, I was diagnose with scizophrinea.  Unlike most 
illness
scizophrinea leaves you pretty much on your own.  Diabetes and scizophrinea 
are sometimes thought to be in the same class...  Meaning that people who 
suffer from diabetes have some kind of mental challenge, that is of course 
only in the most severe cases of diabetes.  For most part, Diabetes is solved 
by givin yourself an injection ones or in some cases, two times a day.
On the other hand, those who have been diagnose late in life with diabetes 
usually make pretty good just by waching what they eat and so on.
Not so with scizophrinea...  There's medication, but in most part, it makes 
you fell worst.  Yeap, for scizophrinea there only three hopes of ever seeing 
the light of day...   One of course if medication.  Secound is God...Then 
theres time...  And with those options, theres not much to walk away from.  
Unlike the problems we all have in commend here.  You can't walk away from 
diabetes or scizophrinea...
But people sure do walk away from you!  And that just makes everything you 
suffer that much more painfull.  People don't know what there doing for most 
part.  You know that to be truth...  Seeing that you've been there yourself.  
All and all, what matter the most to us is simple: Quality of Life!
Your blessed whether you know it or not.  And if your friends don't want to 
share in your blessings, then it's there lost.  Not yours! 
It makes me mad to see good people turnd away when they ask for help.
I hope your friend wakes up.
Thanks for the note and hope to hear from you real soon...
God Bless!  :-)
GazOo
     
 
   
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