Hello Marie!
                                                            01\07\1997
Yesterday was my worst day yet... The hold *Fn* Day was one temptation after 
another. There's no way I'm re-playing that day over again.
I'll ether drink myself into a slumber or hate alcohol so, so that the 
thought of it makes me sick!
My sister has given me allot of support and I don't want to let her down in 
anyway... But I fear that she may be the only reasson why I've made it 
throught yerterday. (Not a good sign!!!) I've just called her to push us into 
doing something togetter today.
I don't have anyother reason to write you but that I need to hear from 
thers.
Words don't come without there own power... And at this point, I'm running 
out of power. Hearing from others will in-power me and give a sence of 
belonging. In short... I need some support!
I don't know what I want you to say... And I'm sure that If I did, I would 
tell myself those exact words. So I guess I just want to talk with someone 
who has made it throught the front gates as it we're...
Tell me about yourself...  ;-)
GazOo
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