Yes, but when the idea comes into my mind that I've "got" it because of
having the spirituality via the CHurch, so as not to need AA meetings, 
it is usually my OWN thought - coming from inside me - and not anything
that anyone in the Church would directly say to me.  Even when they 
have said it, I usually know that it's not true; however, at other 
times I am more vulnerable to believing it.  In fact I want to believe 
it more - or my disease does - at those times.  That is when I am in 
trouble and there is a great need to get honest with myself.
--- TriToss (tm) Professional 11.0 - #66
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