Cindy Haglund wrote to all, "scary stuff" on 10-29-05 09:04

 CH> BOO!

YIKES!!!

 CH> I may have over reacted to Kevin's jest about head noises being voices
 CH> heard in head because frankly folks the very thought of actually
 CH> hearing spoken words (speech) in my head terrifies me... and having
 CH> said that now I feel as though I'm bound to it even if only in a
 CH> dream. It scares me! Honestly.

I'm just plugging in here again, but from what I've read, I doubt you
over-reacted. Again, I haven't time to catch up on every word of the
argument, but I'm pretty sure I knew where it was going before it got
there. 

My malady, had me experiencing visual periphery dots, or absence of
light. When these visions out of the corner of my eye started to
encroach on my full vision, I knew I needed something.

KK... Sure, it might seem recreational, but to someone who trusts in
the scientific process, I was alarmed. No meds were being inje(s/c)ted
beside a rare Aspirin.

My body was taxing the system, and the mind was shutting down for a
holiday. When that didn't stop the body, the mind was strong enough
to ensure the body took a break, whether it was willing to or not. I
was getting so sick, I was often required to postpone or outright
cancel more and more important appointments.

I didn't know what to make of it then, but now that I am more
appreciative of our organism, I continue to be thoroughly astonished.

Just a minute or so ago, I had to take a 'breather.'

This involves stopping everything, as well as slowing my breath. The
thumb knuckle gets pressed into my eyelids, where the moire patterns
that result culminates in the best light show one could imagine. (Yes,
this one was a good one.) As a part of the break, I VERY often hear
the blood through my noggin at this time too.

Just because we don't have thorn sticking out of our paw, does *NOT*
mean everything is peachy!


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