Wanda,
I wanted you to know that you continue to be in my
thoughts. I keep meaning to send a note, but decided
that it could wait until the envelope with more
stamps in it was ready to be mailed.
I used much of my wallpaper samples to make envelopes
with, although I did save what was appropriate to
use with stamping and cards. I feel that, for me, it
saves money on the envelopes that I buy. This way
I can save those, at least until my supply of
wallpaper envelopes is gone  :-), for the cards that
I sell.
I'm in the process, sort of, of looking for more
wallpaper samples. I'll share with you again if I
can find some. It all depends on where I am and 
how I feel on a certain day.
Been tired, but still coloring my cards. Stamping
seems to be one of the few things, besides sorting
the buttons I have in my collection, that I can do
when my stress level is as high as it is.
More stuff...really bad memories...coming up in
therapy. There are two parts of me..the part
that wants to live and knows that I have value
and that I matter in this world and this other
part, that was programmed into me, that says I
have no value outside of sex and that I was born
for that purpose and predestined to die. Talk
about a twisting of what the Bible says! Anyway
there are days when that is really hard to struggle
through. 
I haven't done anything self-destructive though..other
than eat and I recognize that is not good for me
either. I need to find those things that are good
for  me to eat.
Anyway, that is the latest. I'm glad we are friends.
I'm glad I have so many other friends! Especially
now. It cheers me.
Wendy
... This hug is especially for Wanda Guin
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