re - uncertainty in your life - well, I can certainly identify with 
everything you said.   
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I am glad I know that I can stay sober even when I want to drink more 
than anything else in the world - been there, done that, got over it, 
thank the Higher Power.
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But when does the Joy of living kick back in?  That's what I want to 
know. (GRIN)   (As in the Joy of living being the theme of AA's twelve 
steps as quoted in step 12 of the 12 and 12.)
--- TriToss (tm) Professional 11.0 - #66
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