MW>  MW>  KH> BV: Don't worry Kelly I won't call  them but you should 
cal
MW>  MW>  KH> BV: ME! your feelings aren't much different than many of us 
felt 
MW>  MW>  KH> BV: one time or another, most of us if we are honest have 
thought
MW>  MW>  KH> BV: the big S word.
MW>  MW>  KH> 
MW>  MW>  KH> Also if you think about it (the S word) when you are at the 
point
MW>  MW>  KH> that I am at right now, you are killing yourself just slower 
than
MW>  MW>  KH> would by putting the gun to your head and pulling the trigger. 
Yo
MW>  MW>  KH> get to a point that you just don't care anymore and you stop 
taki
MW>  MW>  KH> care of yourself and it is a sad thing for your loved ones to 
hav
MW>  MW>  KH> watch as you wither away in self pity. I don't want to do this
MW>  MW>  KH> anymore. Is there any happiness out there anywhere?
MW>  MW> 
MW>  MW>  Hi Kelly, just a post to let you know that you are welcome here and 
I
MW>  MW>  hope you will talk to us...most here do not judge..they have been 
the
MW>  MW>  You are not alone, you have friends...again, welcome.
MW>  MW> 
MW>  
MW>  LM> Hello  Kelly, I would like to welcome you here also and to ley you
MW>  LM> know that  you are not alone in the feelings that you are going thru 
w
MW>  LM> all have been  there in one form or another This to will pass grab
MW>  LM> yourself a sponcer  asupport group and go to meetings Boy did I hate 
t
MW>  LM> hear those words but I  followed them and am sober clean happy 
joyious
MW>  LM> and free today Love
MW>  LM> Leo  
MW> 
MW>  LM> JUST FOR TODAY DON'T THINK DON'T DRINK GO TO A MEETING
MW> 
MW>  Hey, Leo...I know you follow me around all the time on my BBS...but I 
MW>  think here we should do things different....:) This post was addressed
MW>  to me when it should have been addressed to Kelly....
MW> 
MW>  I do appreciate you, you crazy Indian you.....:)
MW> 
MW>  Light, Love and Laughter
MW>  Marie - Starwitch
sorry Marie  I'll try to do better next time
May HP smile down on you
Leo
another 24 sober
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