MW>  KH> BV: Don't worry Kelly I won't call  them but you should call
 MW>  KH> BV: ME! your feelings aren't much different than many of us felt at
 MW>  KH> BV: one time or another, most of us if we are honest have thought 
f
 MW>  KH> BV: the big S word.
 MW>  KH> 
 MW>  KH> Also if you think about it (the S word) when you are at the point
 MW>  KH> that I am at right now, you are killing yourself just slower than 
o
 MW>  KH> would by putting the gun to your head and pulling the trigger. You
 MW>  KH> get to a point that you just don't care anymore and you stop taking
 MW>  KH> care of yourself and it is a sad thing for your loved ones to have 

 MW>  KH> watch as you wither away in self pity. I don't want to do this
 MW>  KH> anymore. Is there any happiness out there anywhere?
 MW> 
 MW>  Hi Kelly, just a post to let you know that you are welcome here and I
 MW>  hope you will talk to us...most here do not judge..they have been 
here.
 MW>  You are not alone, you have friends...again, welcome.
 MW> 
 
 LM> Hello  Kelly, I would like to welcome you here also and to ley you
 LM> know that  you are not alone in the feelings that you are going thru we
 LM> all have been  there in one form or another This to will pass grab
 LM> yourself a sponcer  asupport group and go to meetings Boy did I hate to
 LM> hear those words but I  followed them and am sober clean happy joyious
 LM> and free today Love
 LM> Leo  
 LM> JUST FOR TODAY DON'T THINK DON'T DRINK GO TO A MEETING
 Hey, Leo...I know you follow me around all the time on my BBS...but I 
 think here we should do things different....:) This post was addressed
 to me when it should have been addressed to Kelly....
 I do appreciate you, you crazy Indian you.....:)
 Light, Love and Laughter
 Marie - Starwitch
... It is by the beans of Java that thoughts acquire speed.
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