MW>  KH> The big S word.
MW>  KH> 
MW>  KH> BV: Don't worry Kelly I won't call  them but you should call
MW>  KH> BV: ME! your feelings aren't much different than many of us felt at
MW>  KH> BV: one time or another, most of us if we are honest have thought of
MW>  KH> BV: the big S word.
MW>  KH> 
MW>  KH> Also if you think about it (the S word) when you are at the point
MW>  KH> that I am at right now, you are killing yourself just slower than 
ou
MW>  KH> would by putting the gun to your head and pulling the trigger. You
MW>  KH> get to a point that you just don't care anymore and you stop taking
MW>  KH> care of yourself and it is a sad thing for your loved ones to have 
o
MW>  KH> watch as you wither away in self pity. I don't want to do this
MW>  KH> anymore. Is there any happiness out there anywhere?
MW> 
MW>  Hi Kelly, just a post to let you know that you are welcome here and I
MW>  hope you will talk to us...most here do not judge..they have been there.
MW>  You are not alone, you have friends...again, welcome.
MW> 
MW> 
MW>  Light, Love and Laughter
MW>  Marie W. - Starwitch
MW> 
Hello  Kelly, I would like to welcome you here also and to ley you know that 
you are not alone in the feelings that you are going thru we all have been 
there in one form or another This to will pass grab yourself a sponcer 
asupport group and go to meetings Boy did I hate to hear those words but I 
followed them and am sober clean happy joyious and free today
Love
Leo  
JUST FOR TODAY DON'T THINK DON'T DRINK GO TO A MEETING
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