KH> The big S word.
 KH> 
 KH> BV: Don't worry Kelly I won't call  them but you should call
 KH> BV: ME! your feelings aren't much different than many of us felt at
 KH> BV: one time or another, most of us if we are honest have thought of
 KH> BV: the big S word.
 KH> 
 KH> Also if you think about it (the S word) when you are at the point
 KH> that I am at right now, you are killing yourself just slower than you
 KH> would by putting the gun to your head and pulling the trigger. You
 KH> get to a point that you just don't care anymore and you stop taking
 KH> care of yourself and it is a sad thing for your loved ones to have to
 KH> watch as you wither away in self pity. I don't want to do this
 KH> anymore. Is there any happiness out there anywhere?
 Hi Kelly, just a post to let you know that you are welcome here and I
 hope you will talk to us...most here do not judge..they have been there.
 You are not alone, you have friends...again, welcome.
 Light, Love and Laughter
 Marie W. - Starwitch
... Instant Human:  Just Add Coffee!
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