i know a man like you he tried to look into the program to see how it
worked and he died drunk i see people get sober and i know that the last
five years god and aa have keep me sober how it don't matter to me my
life is os much better now that i don't want to go back out i see people
that did and it takes a lot for them to come back in fact the man that
got me started in the program went back out and now he came to me for
help all i know is that if i work the steps i have a better life and if
you would like see if you can find a book call serenity and look throuht
it you might like it it might help you no the spiritual part of the
program and no i'm not a bible thumper i hope this find you save sober
and free see-ya
                          slow
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