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WK>Hello All.
WK>    I was wondering if it was normal at say a little over 2 years to
WK>have a  problem with anger.  I am had a real blowup the other day 
WK>and most of it has to do with things not moving as fast as 
WK>I would like them to.  I am sure I will have to live with 
WK>what I did for a long time.  I am getting tired of 
WK>constently having to prove that I am clean and plan on 
WK>staying that way.  It seems that when ever I do something 
WK>that I have not done then there is someone there in my 
WK>family or friends that say "it looks like you want to use 
WK>again, are you?"  It seems no matter what I do or say I 
WK>can't seem to get it in there heads things are differant 
WK>now.
WK>William
Hi William :)...I'm an alcoholic and my name is Kitty :)...After almost
4 years in the program...I too still get angry and have to prove to my
family and friends that I want to stay sober, but I've learned that in
order for them to truly believe in me...I have to believe in myself and
just keep working my program...things have gotten a little better in the
last few months, less questioning by family and friends :). Don't give
up your soberity for this...just talk to your friends in AA and
especailly talk to your sponsor about this. I promise...things will get
better after time. Just don't use again and your family and friends will
be glad when you prove them wrong. :))
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