==> A hush fell over the room when Mary Beth Parisi said to All <==
Hi Mary Beth,
MBP> when the stress gets high I taste scotch...this is scaring the heck
MBP> out of me...no one seems to be able to understand this or has ever
MBP> gone through it...can anyone tell me anything??? I appreciate any of
MBP> your ES&H you are willing to give me on this...
I've experienced that. Not in a while, though. However, when I was,
I guess, around 2-3 years sober, when I'd get stressed out, I would
be able to *taste* gin. The first time it happened, it scared the
crap out of me....I rushed home, called my sponsor, who replied with
a "Oh, that's just a different kind of drink signal". He calmed me
down, and convinced me that I didn't *have* to ACT on it....that my
disease was just looking for a different way to get me to drink.
Hope this helps...
BTW, are you related to a Cathy Parisi in Woodstock, NY??
Harriet
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