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Hello Wayne - 

CA>> I think the years of pain have worn you down, 

WC> It certainly has. 

CA>> I know the pain wears on me. I have had a 'bad' knee since
CA>> I was 21 and now two shoulders. It makes me very tired at
CA>> times trying to ignore the pain. Once either of us gets
CA>> tired beyond a certain point, yes it does seem that any
CA>> sort of additional pain would kill us. 

WC> I think it's eroded my stamina to the point I simply would
WC> pass 

WC> under general anesthesia undergoing major spinal
WC> under general anesthesia surgery. 

I don't know. I do know otherwise healthy people have died as a
result of the anesthesia. 

CA>> fwiw: I have witnessed people who were put in so much pain
CA>> that even after everything healed they were never quite
CA>> the same. It affected how they viewed the world and I
CA>> would imagine there was a great deal of anger knowing
CA>> other people had not had to endure what they had to. 

WC> A certain sysop who I shall not name in this echo thinks
WC> I'm a welfare fraud and this is a walk in the park. I
WC> recently told that individual to get back to me when _he's_
WC> lost 2 1/2 inches out of a five inch length of spine. 

People worry so very much about welfare like the government
would give the taxes back to them if not for welfare. Really a
bit goofy IMO. You can see how much of a refund we all got from
"The Peace Dividend" when we no longer had the excuse of
spending all that money to keep up with the Russians. It's not
only gone we're back in debt for more - again. 

WC> Of course the isolation and lack of activity has taken a
WC> toll. 

I think there have been times in my life when my not being
alone was just an illusion. I think being alone is better than
surrounded by your enemies. :-) 

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