On (24 Jan 96) Sober Swede was mumbling to Tim Dill...
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 SS> Hi Tim,
 SS> I wanted to send a note to you about mail at Xerox.  I'm not going to
 SS> be there for a while.  So you can mail to the bbs's or to AOL.  I'll
 SS> decide on my name there and send you a note so you know "who" I am
 SS> there.
 I no longer have a presence on AOL, I cancelled my account because it was 
 costing me hand and arm to pay it.. I need to save more of my money to move 
 back east in the summer... I am available at AJ727@lafn.org
 SS> I decided that the job had to come to an end and put my notice in
 SS> Monday.  I wasn't getting any clear answers from my present boss on
 SS> whether my contract was being renewed and a few other things 
 SS> I won't go into on a public board.  She was
 SS> undermining my self-esteem, I had no confidence in her telling me the
 SS> truth, she kept treating me as a somewhat "retarded" 
 SS> individual and altogether it has become impossible to stay there.
 I am almost at the end of my tenure here too, as much as I like doing waht 
 I am doing for a living, the environment is not a healthy one, mentally
 or emotionally.. it's too much run on fear and intimidation so I am glad
 that I am moving otherwise I would have no good reason to stay...
 The only reason I am stayin is because I am going if you take my drift...
 SS> What it comes to is that I'll go into the hospital and take my time
 SS> recuperating.  When I'm ready I'll accept another assignment.  There's
 SS> a lot of nice people to work for and I feel that i don't 
 SS> need the tension and bad feelings.  
 SS> After I gave notice I began to feel like someone lifted
 SS> a 1000 pound off my back.
 Yeah, I know of a person that went through this recently and the 
 experience is the same... I wonder what's the deal with out type
 of folks that hang on to a job long after it gets unhealthy for 
 us.....? Hmmm makes me wonder sometimes...
 SS> Wish me well and say a prayer or two.
 Will do...
 
 SS> PS I found that disk with your poems on the other day.  I hadn't read
 SS> them in a> long time.  I'm still enjoying.
 Ah a fan... enjoy the writings....
 Bright Blessings 
 Tim...
... Spiritually, from hole to whole in 9,457,885,634 easy steps.
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