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echo: 12_steps
to: K.I.S.S.
from: TIM DILL
date: 1996-01-11 18:43:00
subject: 6 years ago today

On (07 Jan 96) K.i.s.s. wrote to Tim Dill...
 K > Hi Tim!
 K > Congratulations!
 
 Thank you....
 K > It's amazing thinking back to our last one, isn't it?
 
 Yes it is, very often I need to take a look at my last one in order to 
 remember HOW I felt... That night it quit working....
 K >  I often look back
 K > and wonder what would have happened if I *knew* it was going to be my
 K > last.  I know that I couldn't have done anything more humiliating that
 K > night...  Really brought me to my knees.
 I know that feeling, I was going to meetings for at least two and a half 
 months at that time and the final bout matched all the symtoms of 
 alcoholism....
 K > TD>graves in New Jersey over the Thanksgiving weekend
 K > Those graveside amends can be pretty rough.  You must feel like a weight
 K > has been lifted off your shoulders.
 It was as if I picked up a part of me that I left behind.. you see this is
 where I left the concept of god behind.. when my Grandmother died my Mom 
 said it was gawds will, so I said the hell with Gawd then... I needed to 
 reconnect to that part of me.. the part that was childlike in nature
 and simply grateful to be alive....
 B*B
 Tim....
... Just because it's =Simple= does not make it =Easy=
--- PPoint 1.92
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* Origin: Trudging the road in Torrance Ca. (1:102/541.2)

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