On (07 Jan 96) K.i.s.s. wrote to Tim Dill...
K > Hi Tim!
K > Congratulations!
Thank you....
K > It's amazing thinking back to our last one, isn't it?
Yes it is, very often I need to take a look at my last one in order to
remember HOW I felt... That night it quit working....
K > I often look back
K > and wonder what would have happened if I *knew* it was going to be my
K > last. I know that I couldn't have done anything more humiliating that
K > night... Really brought me to my knees.
I know that feeling, I was going to meetings for at least two and a half
months at that time and the final bout matched all the symtoms of
alcoholism....
K > TD>graves in New Jersey over the Thanksgiving weekend
K > Those graveside amends can be pretty rough. You must feel like a weight
K > has been lifted off your shoulders.
It was as if I picked up a part of me that I left behind.. you see this is
where I left the concept of god behind.. when my Grandmother died my Mom
said it was gawds will, so I said the hell with Gawd then... I needed to
reconnect to that part of me.. the part that was childlike in nature
and simply grateful to be alive....
B*B
Tim....
... Just because it's =Simple= does not make it =Easy=
--- PPoint 1.92
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* Origin: Trudging the road in Torrance Ca. (1:102/541.2)
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