You spoke of depression.  It would lift I'm sure if you had even a small idea 
of how important your sharing is to us out here.  I have over 26 years and 
quite often pick up on some serious help from you.   You're wiser than you 
know.   Hang in there.  We all carry a lot of old Christmas junk around. 
let's make a deal?  You and I take a good look at ours (mini-4th)  and agree 
to throw it out at noon on the 3rd of January.   (I live near Edmonton, 
Canada and we live by Mountain standard time here)  Altogether now 1..2..3.. 
Heave! Thanks for what you've given to embellish my life   JR
 
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