Scott, get over it and move on with your life apparently you chose a career 
of confrontation, which LEOS get enough of on the street. It is very 
difficult to look back and critically evaluate ones own actions that 
precipitated problems. 
In general those that piss off the cjief/sheriff do not make probation and 
"troublemakers" have a rouhj road in this career field. I hope your venting 
has helped you. I've been known to do it on occasion too.
Why don't you print tyour message out , sign it, hav it notarized,and then 
take your BIC lightwer and burn it . Psychologists recommend this as a 
helpful way in which to lett these problems go .
GOOD LUCK!
--- Maximus 3.01
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