Hello Steve!



 SK> I wanna kill myself.
 SK> And I'm serious. I DREAM of it!
 SK> It's because I'm in extreme pain.
 SK> (degenerative disk disease- neck and lower back)
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Steve, I'm not professionally qualified to answer your questions, however one
or more of the Clergy that do read this message I'm sure would be willing to
work with you. Normally,Netmail would be the best place for this, but since
you're posting to the Echo via Ross Cassell's Fido to Newsreader service it
may be more difficult if you cannot access the Netmail area...  Perhaps via
e-mail? 


Please do reply via NetMail if you can or e-mail if you're not able to
access FidoNet NetMail.  You might consider actually logging on to my
system via Telnet (telnet://bbs.sursum-corda.com) to use the Net area. It,
unlike this Echo, is private.  Another place is the Reunion BBS (reu.org)
reachable by either your web browser or via Telnet where you can also find
help. It's run by Fr. Lee who's ALWAYS willing to counsel you in realistic,
logical terms.

Don't make any snap decision without professional guidance.  There ARE ways
around this that don't involve loosing your life and soul.  Please.

Best regards,
Marc
Telnet://bbs.sursum-corda.com

--- timEd 1.10.y2k+