In a previous message Robin Payton wrote to Wendy Apgar:
 RP> :)  I hope your process of healing moves quickly, and that you are
 RP> soon able to do everything you want to do. 
 I'm getting my energy back slowly. I think if it
 weren't for my crafts I would go absolutely crazy!  I 
 just finished sewing buttons on what is going to be a
 pillow that my mom will put together for me. I got the
 fabric from my secret pal in January.
 BTW I still have heard nothing from my secret pal. I
 hope I hear from her before the end of March and we
 miss another month. I haven't heard from whoever it
 is since January.  (sigh)
 I'm also reading a lot...although at the moment I'm on
 the computer because I need the emotional support. Stuff
 in therapy has really been hard...things from my past
 that are popping up.  
 That and Our Journey (the newsletter I edit) is really
 late in going out. I keep telling myself that as long as
 the March issue goes out in March it isn't late...but
 I'm one of those perfectionistic people!
 Physically I talk myself through the panic attacks every
 time my abdomin hurts.  I still get afraid because of
 all the bleeding and how close it came to getting a major
 life-threatening infection.  But I am slowly getting
 better and know I will recover if I just give myself the
 4-6 weeks that I am supposed to need to heal.
 Wendy
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