AP>-> Although I have to confess, I've never actually shot anyone with a .45

AP>I have never had the misfortune of shooting anyone in the course of my
AP>duties.  I guess I have been pretty lucky.  I do know a few that have
AP>and even though it was justified it is still a hard thing to live with.

I'm a rather well-read student of military history, and you can search
the literature, from Thucidides to Ceasar, to MacArthur.  You can find
many an account of an author killing in battle -- but never will you
find a deeply introspective examination of what it FEELS like.
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